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graymane (0)
Suspended  Posts: 1,411 Registered: Feb 20, '10 Location: Virginia |
Chapter one: The calm before the storm. And this is not about the weather (Note this thread has been carefully edited on behalf of all the wonderful replies from wonderful people who've responded in such wonderful ways to this message. It's my attempt at omitting dialogue I later felt was just plain too corny, trite, and superfluously unworthy of their generous effort wasting their good time figuring it out.) With much of my pastime anymore taken up with doctors, as patient to my ongoing health issues, I'll start with my Primary care physician, whose liberal pulchritudinous assets makes me always focus on where her ass.is.at. Do I get a lol on that? Going down the line adding The Neurosurgeon who carved up my neck-bone like a Samurai warrior would an adversarial enemy. Without laborious detail on a fleet of other doctors specializing in different maladies that are ebbing away my faculties in various stages of decline, all of whom always have you parked in a waiting room, in one of maybe ten other similar adjoining examining rooms, which are also stocked with optimistic awaiting patients who're expecting to be seen any minute by the doctor. That's because nurses, upon employment, are ceremonially sworn to say whatever it takes to make the patient believe anything. Frequently, I'm overhearing the doctor's flirtatious chatter directed at his all-female staff -- precipitating naturally -- suspicious thoughts (as would be for any devoted pervert) creating in graymane's depraved mind maybe some hanky-panky taking place after-hours, with each and all those snapping pussies -- clits erect, joined by erotic sensations and hot-spots waiting for the chance to show her stuff to the guy paying her salary. Finally, my doctors will always finds their way to my room, usually always with that look of urgency -- because it appears they're always running late to get to their next patient; and, presumeably, with thoughts running through his mind to later sooth his aching testes by tearing into his office-receptionist's panties before the sun goes down. After speed-reading my purpose for the prevailing visit to his operational medical assistant, (a title she likely gleaned from leading forays of energetic bang-a-roos partaken in one of those side-by-side bordello-styled examining rooms, she gets to work doing what one would expect the doctor to do..... pulling everything under the sun outta me relating to my purpose for being there. During which she's pecking away on the computer with data for the doctor's viewing. Anyway, right off, she's all over me with probing gadgets to test my vital signs, all the while quizzing me and taking notes for the doc. The time finally comes for my doctor's harried visit. And sure enough, he breezes in, confers briefly with his nurse, all the while his eyes focused downward to the peaks and valleys of her generous hooters. Meanwhile, I'm thinkin' how cool it would be while he's occupied with nature's two unchallenged wonders seemingly trying to escape out of a bra that's unwillin' to budge, to dredge up PU's website on the idle computer for his viewing pleasure ..... I mean, those guys need a diversion occasionally wouldn't you agree? Once broken away from his tat-ta-ta with his assistant, he then takes a fleeting look at my records on his computer screen, says a few words to the effect that by my following his brief dissertation of wellness, that I'll assuredly be back in six months for my next fly-by. before departing with his painted smile, he instructs me to check in out front, while magically vanishing out the door with only the sight of the blur of a disappearing white frock. On a different note ........ All banter aside, this thread is really the first declaration of what I feel is a slow slide and deepening decline in my health, as well as telling signs prompting that part of the brain that signals clues to one's thinking of a near departure from this earthly plane -- perhaps of it being sooner than later. Why would I think that? Saddled with my sleeping hours having to wear a mask attached over my none and mouth connected to a CPAP machine to pump life-giving, high-volume air to keep open a vital throat aperture, which otherwise would close during sleep and block completely all breathing to my lungs. The CPAP is my only insurance to breathing while asleep. A nebulizer, another mechanical device vaporizing steroid fluids into Inhalants to clear my lungs, have to be used twice a day. More discomforting airway helpers Chewing up another hour on every treatment. A heavy thing that has to be strapped around my neck four hours a day which somehow ironizes waves of a sort that's supposed to strengthen bones. One would think a man who never smoked a day in his life would never be bothered with faulty lungs. Well, heres a man who, in his youth, ran marathons...... go figure. Twelve pills, some of which comes with noted side-effects that go down daily for other sundry ailments, to which I allude to being something badgering my chances for staying alive; although completely necessary despite the danger. I'm dogged with Two major blood-clots brought on by half-ass surgeries that's left my legs almost worthless. Those (clots) although fortunately dormant at the moment, are still life-threating Just waiting for another surgery accidentally tapping an artery to exacerbate another deadly clot. That could almost assuredly cause episodes producing death since many ever survived three of these freighting developments. Massive deep-tissue injections are likely on tap to quill the never-ending pain from multiple bulging disk-cushions oozing from their spinal positions. The steroidal injections used for that will normally reach a level of threat to producing cancerous cells developing in the region. How lucky can I get? All this is to say I'm having ambivalent feelings about how long I might be around. Adding that you guys might wanna be on the lookout should my activity in the forum suddenly stops, you can bet the farm my breathing has too. And please, this is not ...I SAY NOT, a ploy to elicit any overblown sympathy. Well wishes are quite enough and fully appreciated. Later there'll be a Chapter 2 of this thread, amounting to a comprehensive take on my history associated with Porn Users, of which I additionally plan going to great effort personalizing my feeling on each of our remaining regulars. Edited on Mar 17, 2014, 04:12am | |
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| 03-13-14 12:52pm - 3937 days | #2 | |
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Wittyguy (0)
Active User  Posts: 1,138 Registered: Feb 04, '08 Location: Left Coast, USA |
Wow. Sorry to hear that things are sliding to the "not so good" side for you (understatement of the moment). I generally don't like to hear about ambivalence from people in medically troubling situations because that indicates a lack of hope / lack of positive attitude which is probably the best medicine out there but I'm not going to badger you about that since I'm not in your position. In any event, I hope to see your postings for a long time to come ... besides, think of all of the porn updates you'd be missing. | |
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| 03-13-14 03:03pm - 3937 days | #3 | |
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graymane (0)
Suspended Posts: 1,411 Registered: Feb 20, '10 Location: Virginia |
Thanks witty ..... The fact is it could go the other way, and I'd end up like my old man and live into my 90's. But you know what? I honestly don't want to reach that age. Ernest Hemingway blew his brains out because he couldn't bear the[pain he was suffering any longer. Well, lemme tell you, if his pain was anywhere near mine, I dammed well don't blame the guy. Yesterday, I was in the operating room of a noted Pain management specialist. Even he was awestruck after viewing my back x-rays. Dammed, my primary physician literally turned pail when she saw them. Wouldn't even discuss it with me. She gave me a shot in my shoulder, which was then so bad I couldn't hold up a bottle of milk. That was months ago. Today you may be interested to know I still can't do it. Not even lift it far enough to put in my cup of coffee. Everything anymore is done with my left arm. As a kid playing baseball, it was nothing for me to belt a pitch over a 350' wall. Now a bat held in my right hand, simply rolls off my fingers onto the ground. If all this wasn't bad enough, the major cervical fusion done on my neck back in Feb. of 2013, has lead to complications that's prompted talk that the proceedure needs redoing because the hardware is coming away from the bone. Only this time the surgery will involve removing even more blocks from my spine, thus making no promises it'll even work, but I am informed the recovery would far surpass that of my first. Meaning I'm wearing a heavy neck-collar probably for the rest of my life. You see, witty ....all my current problems stems from negligence so egregious that no doctor wants to butt in. Why? Because all the doctors who gave me the go-ahead failed to check the one most important flaw in the ointment.... Nobody checked my bone mass! which is now known to be so low that it's inconceivable anybody should even think of going in anywhere where bone is involved. BTW......its now discovered I have, and indeed had, even during my cervical procedure, a full-blown case of osteoporosis .... about the worse thing that could befall a person in my shape. How I fucked up my back so bad is beyond me. I played a lot of contact sports in my youth, but never recall having blows to the back that would warrant this kind of wrath. PS ..... I was given a powerful epidermal and given deep tissue injections yesterday by the Specialist to help attack my back pain. Although for now he's only scratched the surface. But this morning was the first time I could roll myself off the bed. There was intense pain, sure .....but nothing like its been for the last two months. Edited on Mar 14, 2014, 10:19pm | |
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| 03-13-14 06:06pm - 3936 days | #4 | |
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pat362 (0)
Active User  Posts: 3,575 Registered: Jan 23, '07 Location: canada |
Thank You for sharing what is happening in your life. I wish I could say that I know what you are going through because at least I might have some suggestion for you but I have so far been very lucky when it comes to health issues. Most of my ealth issues all happened prior to becoming a teenager so I have time on my side to give me perspective and help me forget. I hope you heal completely but if you can't get that then at least that you regain a semblance of normalness and see a disappearance of the pain. I know saying hang in there is a small comfort but I still say it. Long live the Brown Coats. | |
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| 03-13-14 06:39pm - 3936 days | #5 | |
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turboshaft (0)
Active User Posts: 1,958 Registered: Apr 01, '08 |
Damn, graymane, if it's any consolation at all I sincerely hope you get better. If it's not, at least know us regulars are thinking of you more than your doctors apparently are. I know I'm the perpetual raging cynic around here at PU (in competition with RagingBuddhist, of course), but medical stories from the U.S. always seem to get my blood boiling. I guess because people always sound as if they are more customers than patients, which in a way they are. But what do you expect when a country claims, with a straight face, that's it's morally okay to profit off of people's health? Do no harm, but first collect are charges! And the first part of your post regarding your doctor having more interest in his staff than you sounds like an episode of Seinfeld where he starts to suspect his dentist is actually a perv.  "It's incredibly obvious, isn't it? A foreign substance is introduced into our precious bodily fluids without the knowledge of the individual. Certainly without any choice. That's the way your hardcore Commie works." - Gen. Jack D. Rippper, Dr. Stranglove | |
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| 03-14-14 12:28am - 3936 days | #6 | |
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slutty (0)
Active User Posts: 475 Registered: Mar 02, '09 Location: Pennsylvania |
Sorry for all your troubles gm, hope you get better soon. I concur with your opinion on medical professionals, I can't stand them, which is weird I suppose since I am married to a doctor. Also hoping the female healthcare folks are at least attractive, if not I'm sure my lady would be happy to point you in the right direction (her doctor friends from med school are quite attractive, don't know that I would want to turn my head and cough for them)! Bunny Lebowski: I'll suck your cock for a thousand dollars. Brandt: Ah hahahahaha! Wonderful woman. We're all, we're all very fond of her. Very free-spirited. | |
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| 03-14-14 08:00am - 3936 days | #7 | |
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jberryl69 (0)
Disabled User  Posts: 1,000 Registered: Nov 27, '10 Location: neverland |
GM, I do not know how to put "comfort" into words. Just know that am very aware of what you're going through and have very strong feelings about the subject. Really wish there was more... Love ya dude, no shit! If it ain't grits, it must be a Yankee. If you're going to lay her head over the pool table and fuck her throat, get your fucking hand off her throat! | |
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| 03-14-14 09:50am - 3936 days | #8 | |
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graymane (0)
Suspended Posts: 1,411 Registered: Feb 20, '10 Location: Virginia |
Thanks, Pat Thanks, Turbo Thanks, Slutty ...... I wanna say, that to the far reaches of my ability to express fully my appreciation for your support, you three have went the distance ....priceless tokens that assuredly will not be forgotten. For the want of more to say to amplify that gratitude, at the risk of waxing maudlin I'll just throw in a befitting quote: "At times our own light goes out and is rekindled by a spark from another person. Each of us has cause to think with deep gratitude of those who have lighted the flame within us.” ― Albert Schweitzer the above also goes full-hilt to all those who follow with whatever positive sentiments they wish to convey. Admittedly, your kind words surpasses all the products of healing I could expect from the medical community. But allow me to reiterate that however it goes, I would ask that the sympathy stay trimmed to a minimum lest it becomes a dependency. | |
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| 03-14-14 10:01am - 3936 days | #9 | |
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pat362 (0)
Active User Posts: 3,575 Registered: Jan 23, '07 Location: canada |
^I say with all honesty that thanks are not needed. If I never get anything else out of my time on PU. I can't take comfort that I got to interact with some truly amazing people like you and many other on this forum and that is worth more than anything else. Long live the Brown Coats. | |
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| 03-14-14 11:40am - 3936 days | #10 | |
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graymane (0)
Suspended Posts: 1,411 Registered: Feb 20, '10 Location: Virginia |
And to you Jb, believe it when I say, and I'd venture you probably don't know or will admit it, but your presence here, in addition to being an Incalculable asset to our forum, a proven possessor of a very sharp mind, and last but certainly not least, a unique and versatile gift of perception that lightens the room every time your penmanship is displayed. Subsequently, you might be interested to know, particularly in my book, more than being head and shoulders above your contemporaries, you, my friend, are right up there soaring majestically with eagles. Hence, you play a big part in why here I feel so passionately connected , and the real fact is, it's more home to me than any I've dwelled at in years. The icing on the cake is this fond camaraderie that's formed, and so keenly developed that I'm enjoying with you around. Now put that in your pipe and smoke it! | |
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| 03-14-14 11:58am - 3936 days | #11 | |
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Khan (0)
Suspended  Posts: 1,737 Registered: Jan 05, '07 Location: USA |
Words seem hollow in the face of what you're putting up with on a day-to-day basis but know that you are well thought of here. Here's wishing you feel as good as possible given your situation. Former PornUsers Senior Administrator Now at: MyPorn.com "To get your ideas across use small words, big ideas, and short sentences."-John Henry Patterson | |
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| 03-14-14 06:53pm - 3935 days | #12 | |
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jook (0)
Active User  Posts: 325 Registered: Dec 22, '13 Location: jersey city |
GM, I haven't been around here long enough to know you or anyone very well. I'm not old enough to understand the miseries you are going through, though I'm not far behind and it's frightening. But through your eloquent and witty writings, I feel I've come to know you as an old friend, someone I've know for centuries. You're the one that got me to stay here in this virtual pervert world in the face of what I thought was adversity. [though, I don't know if I should thank or curse you for that.] I don't have the gift for words that you do. Nor, like others, I do not know what to say to offer any comfort. At this point in your life, I hope you find whatever you're looking for, which I'm guessing is just a little relief. You are a role model and through your words, have a unique way of expressing what it's like to get old(er). Long live GM. Thank you. | |
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| 03-14-14 07:37pm - 3935 days | #13 | |
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graymane (0)
Suspended Posts: 1,411 Registered: Feb 20, '10 Location: Virginia |
I'd like to think, chief, all those times I've wildly gone over the top here at PU, with all those posted mishmash of indecipherable loose chatter and foot-stumping rants .... of which had to have bruised a few toes, and certainly raised eyebrows from those whose unpopular niche is being so brutally and wantonly attacked by my overwrought zeal to associate such attachments with nut-cases -- that I'm excused by my unwelcome actions and could later (in my mind) justifiably blame it all on being fraught with all this stubborn pain, as well as every kind of breakdown in functional body parts one could imagine. One of my doctors told me, after one of really more back scans that anyone would be comfortable with, that he could best describe the entire structural picture inside my back as looking like a roadmap of entrenched arthritic embedment. I could dwell on that menace taking up two more pages of dialogue .....but I think as of now it would be a slight overkill. Thanks for your kind thoughts, chief. It is this kind leadership, and a whole lot more, that's won you our overwhelming respect and gratitude, and from all who're sheltered under the wings of this great site, and, of course, those who know deep in their hearts the supreme joy and good fortune to be on your team. This stuff I'm dealing with, Khan, actually dogs me to the extent, and fear, things will get intolerably worse, that I keep the suicide hot-line number to the VA (Veteran Administration) always at my bedside. Please don't call-up our local Looney squad to come fetch me, sir ....I'm really too big a coward to go that far. | |
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| 03-14-14 09:51pm - 3935 days | #14 | |
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graymane (0)
Suspended Posts: 1,411 Registered: Feb 20, '10 Location: Virginia |
I'm going to confess to you, jook , something I never remember having done upon reading anybody's written word. Although I'm sure it's happened somewhere down the line, among other things it could likely have been blocked out from the effect of massive brain cell evacuation .... in lieu of their taking no chances, what with knowing first hand what it would be like being trapped in a skull, and going down with me when my body assumes room temperature. whether it be in book form, or lovely scripted and touchingly versed cards from those who were close; this calling of which I speak, I can say with a tad of manly pride has completely eluded me ........ UNTIL .... I got less than halfway through your post. And lemme tell you something you need to grasp: Never sell yourself short as it has to do with writing skills. Because it was this, your post, to which I'm responding, that gave me new and a profound appreciation of the term "beautiful." And you magnified this term in such a strong and benevolent fashion, that you singlehandedly released that AWOL emotion that's been absent for so very long. I completely broke down in tears. And they never stopped flowing until I tore myself away from this writing. at four o'clock in the morning. the absolute epitome of a mind-boggling analogy of the very essence of the term "BEAUTIFUL" | |
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| 03-16-14 12:28pm - 3934 days | #15 | |
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messmer (0)
Disabled User  Posts: 2,582 Registered: Sep 12, '07 Location: Canada |
Hey, graymane, old friend. I just came across your post and am in great empathy when it comes to all the stuff you are going through at the moment. You have effectively stilled my complaining because I can't even begin to imagine what your day must be like. The thought of all those botched operations and misdiagnoses is enough to give one nightmares. Your neck and spine operations make me happy that I never considered the option of having surgery in two of my problem areas! I preferred to take pain relievers instead, but the time might come yet when, just like you, I no longer have that choice. I'm with you in spirit, brother .. just wish I could somehow help.  I hope your day today is reasonably tolerable.Warmest regards, m. | |
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| 03-16-14 04:09pm - 3934 days | #16 | |
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Capn (0)
Active User  Posts: 1,740 Registered: Sep 05, '09 Location: Near the Beer! |
Well, G, that is sheer iron will & gritty determination you are showing there. Your body may have more than its fair share of problems, but it seems your spirit is undaunted & resolute. The power of the mind can do impressive things so try to stay positive, my friend! Cap'n.  Admiral of the PU Hindenburg. 2009 PU AwardHilarious Post of the Year 2010 PU Award ( I would have preferred it to be Helpful Post of the Year for Guys who Hate 'Retail Therapy' ) :0/ Sanity is in the eye of the Beholder! | |
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| 03-16-14 05:48pm - 3934 days | #17 | |
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Rick (0)
Suspended  Posts: 401 Registered: Jan 05, '07 Location: Las Vegas, NV |
There is a lot beauty contained within this thread. The keen observers of beautiful creatures have become the creators with their choice of words. Graymane, that takes a lot of guts to share your story. Your language is already artistic in their own way, but this one taps into the greater human emotions that are sometimes hidden beneath the surface for too long. I know what you guys mean when hands are raised at the talk of change. The type of characters that make up the soul of this community are quite remarkable. Graymane, I hope you continue to fight for the simple pleasures. Hope to see you around for much much longer.  The Best Porn - Ultimate Consumer Guide to PornPorn Users - Porn Review by the People Ranks.com, Inc., Chief/Founder | |
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| 03-17-14 04:55am - 3933 days | #18 | |
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graymane (0)
Suspended Posts: 1,411 Registered: Feb 20, '10 Location: Virginia |
Not surprisingly, my good friend, I've sorely missed you being around. Amid my woes, you're a highly medicinal breath of fresh air. Hope all is well, and especially so with warm wishes aimed at your adorable LADY. And thanks for the kind words. I relish with great good fortune to be worthy in spirit with such a marvelous fellow brethren. | |
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| 03-17-14 05:16am - 3933 days | #19 | |
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graymane (0)
Suspended Posts: 1,411 Registered: Feb 20, '10 Location: Virginia |
Really an honorably fine choice of words, my friend. Many thanks. adding to sentiments I've already conveyed, that certainly includes you, you gotta know, capn, my regard for anything that comes my way from you can't be too positively measured . | |
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| 03-17-14 05:43am - 3933 days | #20 | |
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graymane (0)
Suspended Posts: 1,411 Registered: Feb 20, '10 Location: Virginia |
You've made my day, Rick. To be the object of such an eloquently mastered mix of poignant sentiment, that only you're pointedly capable of making shine through the thickest, and darkest of any cloud hanging over a wounded condition, I have to say I'm completely touched and honored that I'm the happy recipient. | |
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| 03-18-14 02:08pm - 3932 days | #21 | |
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Cybertoad (0)
Disabled User  Posts: 2,158 Registered: Jan 01, '08 Location: Wash |
I was unsure how to even respond, so sat back and kinda sucked it all in. You know GM, at 20, I figured if I made 40 anything after was gravy. I am 51 now and each day I awake, and am grateful for it. Not going all religious on you. But I had a talk with my son one time over just such a topic and he was asking of me, what if there is not God will I cease to exist? We fear finality, well I told him. It matters not what or whom you believe as you will exist in some way some where some how. We all came from some matter, and when we leave we will become that matter again. I like to think of life as water, it can evaporate and disappear, but has it really ? Or has it moved on to another way of existence. I saw in your letter a sort of a goodbye ( maybe). I say to you my friend no matter where you are going you will be there .  Not talking reincarnation, it seems we all transform some how. I think we focus too much on the ending of life as it winds down. I try and realize I will regardless of belief exist some how some where. When my ashes are spread or I am buried in time I will become part of something else. I find peace in this my friend. I hope it helps you find your peace as well. Since 2007 | |
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| 03-19-14 06:57am - 3931 days | #22 | |
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graymane (0)
Suspended Posts: 1,411 Registered: Feb 20, '10 Location: Virginia |
CB, my good friend ..... The sun would never set right without your priceless replies to what I throw out there. .... Adorned representing a green smiling frog, symbolizing a unique personality of a man who's been around the pond a few times and hopped enough lily-pads to take care of himself ........... plus possessing surpassed market skills and a proclivity to simply make things work. From day one ..... Ever Since I've had the unwavering good fortune to join others tapping into the fruits of CT's unique talents via his entries to the forum; unorthodox occasionally to some, but for CT, presumingly with the ease of slicing a banana. The fun things CT brings to this forum, I often have to clear my lens, step back, and focus all over again for a double dip of the things smiles and chuckles are made of. Its no wonder CT isn't shy dotting so many lovable quips with lol. Hey! Hey! Can't chance those scarce gems held back or flying over our heads. Oh sure, grammatically CT might leave a participle dangling occasionally, or oftentimes still a verb in transit, or whom'ed when it should be who'ed , Maybe go so far as to unlawfully end a sentence with a preposition. Screw the English pundits! I wouldn't trade one Cybertoad classroom-window-watcher for fifty seasoned nose-in-cloud know-it-alls. Today was a beautiful sunset! BTW, CT ...... its late and time isn't on my side ....its 5:00am in the morning and I've yet to get the first wink. But please, for a truly rewarding read, be on the lookout, (assuming I'm not pushing up daises) for my next post. I can promise not only you, but all who read this, coming away with thought-provoking revelations on death. Subsequently, Fear of dying ain't even in the equation, nor what they do with my body. My major and only concern right now about passing, is that nobody I know, esp. my only 50+yr. old daughter (whose first and only home she's ever owned, was erroneously bequeathed to her, and one of the same I later spent $85,000 to add a 600 sq. foot apartment-suite onto which she vowed was solely destined to provide living quarters for me hereafter for as long as I lived., along with whatever care I'd need to go with it; but, not surprisingly, the climate changed in short order by them deciding it only fair that I jack up the $200 I was giving each month to help support her kid's college education, and to keep she and her hen-pecked hubby in a lifestyle befitting the Jones. Meanwhile, with the help of my past cervical operation-debacle finding new ways to scare hell outta me, During which (my) rise, drop, deepening, and the reversibly stabilizing, and again joining the ride weaving in and out of balance, leaving me on edge dealing with what can or cannot threaten the worse. Its about time for some good news, ushering you guys through all that. And as I set looking out at my computer screen. about to rise and fix some breakfast before hitting the sack, I can happily say, at this moment, I'm absolutely pain free. Good-night and good morning. | |
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| 03-19-14 09:14am - 3931 days | #23 | |
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jberryl69 (0)
Disabled User Posts: 1,000 Registered: Nov 27, '10 Location: neverland |
Which, of course, I tend to do nightly thank you very much. I read your last post regarding your daughter. It's sad when one's kids are, seemingly, so ungrateful and dismissive of what has happened before. Short attention spans (of course, humans tend to be dismissive of history on a regular basis). Also it smacks of that wacky attitude marinating in an adolescent's grasp of entitlement, except your daughter is no adolescent is she? I'm sorry about dissing on her but your comments above elicit these sentiments and I am unable to not post my feelings about the subject. How else can we support our brother in arms? PS - or, perhaps a trust where you dribble out the estate to your kids and especially her share, so that it frustrates her into craziness. If it ain't grits, it must be a Yankee. If you're going to lay her head over the pool table and fuck her throat, get your fucking hand off her throat! Edited on Mar 19, 2014, 09:18am | |
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| 03-19-14 02:01pm - 3931 days | #24 | |
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Cybertoad (0)
Disabled User Posts: 2,158 Registered: Jan 01, '08 Location: Wash |
Hi GM, To air on my personality, often my errors in grammatical destruction , are for lack not really giving a shit lol.  I graduated from College where Business English was required. Which I passed with a solid b+. Not my posts are from laziness not ignorance.  I have heard this from others, and I seldom if ever take offense. What it tends to be is just me being lazy, not caring and or having had a few shots of JD. Its 2pm here and on my 3rd beer. Cracking open the Jose' Quervo after this one is gone. I have been a public speaker, instructor and will be looking at addressing the Senate next year. So hehe, yes I can spell, and use proper grammar. I just figure I am too lazy to hit delete or backspace on errors. Yes it gives the reader a headache and even some may have a stroke when I do this. Me? Simple guy, and when I need to can dance eloquently with words. Its odd because my friends often think I can't type. But in all my reviews and comments at jobs, and training and reviews on my work over 30 years people say I am articulate ! Now that's got to confuse the hell outta people to figure who is in my head. hehe.  Since 2007 | |
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| 03-19-14 07:40pm - 3930 days | #25 | |
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Tree Rodent (0)
Active User  Posts: 708 Registered: Oct 29, '08 Location: UK |
Apologies, I have only just caught up with this. I am so sad to hear about this but thank you for sharing. You always go out on a limb and bring this place to life, it's just an enormous shame on this occasion, it's under such tragic (yes, tragic) circumstances. No consolation to anyone but it's not only American doctors who screw up, I know one or two over here who have had incompetent and uncaring medical help and botched operations that made their lives hell for the rest of their natural. I don't know about the U.S. situation but I always consider that sort of thing is less likely to happen to me, because I am one angry, arrogant, obnoxious, litigious son of a bitch. This is awfully unfair on doctors and the medical profession but I have always considered the best way to get good medical care is by being thoroughly rude and unpleasant, and at times, making their lives a misery. The people who have suffered most at the hands of doctors, have all been thoroughly decent upstanding citizens. Typical of life, isn't it? Your writing is so good Graymane, you fill me with complete terror. Terror because what you talk about is virtually everyone's future, even without medical incompetence, because that's what age does to everyone if you live long enough. I am becoming more aware of it as I grow older, and those close to me grow old and die. The longer they live the more they have to endure. What you write saddens me deeply. Ridiculous anyone could say, because we don't know one another and never will, and this is just a porn forum, but sometimes a sort of magic happens. That's the wonder of the internet. Just occasionally a forum becomes something it was never intended to be. A magical blend of members makes it not only entertaining, but takes it to a new level and members become friends. Not friendship in the usual sense, but friendship for a new world. So I know the regular members here are all feeling the same way. We are very much saddened by your story, and very much don't want to lose you. Also there is that deep down fear because we know what you describe is our future too. Knowing a number of people who have been in pain, I know the thing that you most want to be is free of pain, or at least relatively free of pain. There are no other concerns, so that's what I wish for you. I hope you regain some quality of life. The forum is relatively unimportant compared to a pain free real life, but I can tell you your absence would be a huge loss and diminish some of that magic. | |
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jook (0)
Active User Posts: 325 Registered: Dec 22, '13 Location: jersey city |
"Whom'd or who'd?" That's it, I give up, I quit! I will never top that, haha. | |
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